Thursday, September 01, 2005
I am a cheap-ass. I don't like spending money, so when I have a lot of it, and I spend some I expect to still have a little. Meaning, when someone tells me that admission to something costs x-amount of dollars, and so I buy a new hoodie with some of my extra money, only to find that the admission is much more, and I'll have very little spending money at the end of it all, I get a little pissed off. And a bit sick to my stomach too.I feel like I shouldn't have done something, I regret my purchase, and I make myself sick over it. Because I wont' be able to buy as much crap as I'd like to. And that is bad. 'Cause I want money to waste on games and shit. I don't want to scrounge. And I want one of those cute little stuffed toys. And I want to go into the nice, air-conditioned building and have a little fun shopping around.
I do not want to feel sick before eating or going on any rides or even leaving my house. I don't like to feel as if I'm going to cry over this, and I feel that way. You dont' lie to a cheap-ass or to a pessimistic person. And when someone is a cheap pessimist, you should probably avoid them altogether, but if you're friends with them, be careful. Very careful.
Braided at 3:45 PM